Tuesday, December 30, 2008
conversation with the Beast of Baluchistan
sitting next to the Beast
I am unmistakably
small
but being a nosy person
I ask
(carefully not using
the word "extinction")
Beast,
my friend
do these
21st century trees
satisfy?
Glempfllschhhh
he says
(that sounded like yes)
and may I ask
Sir Beast
are you a strict vegetarian?
(I did need to know)
Vroopff
he said
with an air of...old leaves?
And then
he looked me in both eyes
and spoke
I would lie if I said
I never am tempted
to nibble on salamanders
Oh! I said
and the snow
that melts in tiny lakes
around the tree trunks
you have seen it too?
And the invisible frogs
that sing in the Spring...
--My favorite sound!
and the tall grasses
with waving plumes
that glow in the setting sun
(I like to hide behind them--I'm shy, you know)
my dear Beast,
you are thirty feet tall,
can you disappear in the grass
just like that
the sun sparkling
in the rushes
distracts the eye
Uniquely ancient one,
I wonder
was the sunlight then
brighter, fresher
has it become discouraged
is it tired
those are strange words
my extremely small friend
we do not tire
we rest in the silence
we have millions of years
to live
Beast
is your silence the same
as that in my heart
yes, your stillness
deep enough to mute
a flock
of pterodactyls
it is the same
I am unmistakably
small
but being a nosy person
I ask
(carefully not using
the word "extinction")
Beast,
my friend
do these
21st century trees
satisfy?
Glempfllschhhh
he says
(that sounded like yes)
and may I ask
Sir Beast
are you a strict vegetarian?
(I did need to know)
Vroopff
he said
with an air of...old leaves?
And then
he looked me in both eyes
and spoke
I would lie if I said
I never am tempted
to nibble on salamanders
Oh! I said
and the snow
that melts in tiny lakes
around the tree trunks
you have seen it too?
And the invisible frogs
that sing in the Spring...
--My favorite sound!
and the tall grasses
with waving plumes
that glow in the setting sun
(I like to hide behind them--I'm shy, you know)
my dear Beast,
you are thirty feet tall,
can you disappear in the grass
just like that
the sun sparkling
in the rushes
distracts the eye
Uniquely ancient one,
I wonder
was the sunlight then
brighter, fresher
has it become discouraged
is it tired
those are strange words
my extremely small friend
we do not tire
we rest in the silence
we have millions of years
to live
Beast
is your silence the same
as that in my heart
yes, your stillness
deep enough to mute
a flock
of pterodactyls
it is the same
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
seeds of night
love says,
bring me your darkness
shake out the shadows
let them fly to me
like sawdust into fire
ashes to snow
I would send
my shadows,
love
but they will not let go
seeds of night
caught in the walls
of my heart
love says,
let them stay
for these treasures
I will travel
to you
dark rose
in my garden of light
bring me your darkness
shake out the shadows
let them fly to me
like sawdust into fire
ashes to snow
I would send
my shadows,
love
but they will not let go
seeds of night
caught in the walls
of my heart
love says,
let them stay
for these treasures
I will travel
to you
dark rose
in my garden of light
Friday, December 19, 2008
Happy Birthday to Krystyna!
Best wishes for a lovely "20th" birthday Krystyna--these are all the flowers I could fit in one post!
Visit her at
perfection
I remember, then
when your eyes were closed
how I caught
a small new world
catapulting from inside your body
inches
from the ground
how brave, how blessed
was that dusty
snow-speckled floor
that held you softly
and the haphazard canopy of sticks
that kept us
from the cruel stars
I remember, still
when your eyes were closed
I searched in vain
for clean straw
setting the cows, finally
to lick the blood away
still damp on your legs
and later
in the gathering snow
and stillness
my hands
told me
that they had touched
perfection
in that shining form
as it unfolded out of you
radiant in flesh,
that night
and forever
but also
the same perfection
shone
in the blood-streaked
trampled soil
on which we lay
when your eyes were closed
how I caught
a small new world
catapulting from inside your body
inches
from the ground
how brave, how blessed
was that dusty
snow-speckled floor
that held you softly
and the haphazard canopy of sticks
that kept us
from the cruel stars
I remember, still
when your eyes were closed
I searched in vain
for clean straw
setting the cows, finally
to lick the blood away
still damp on your legs
and later
in the gathering snow
and stillness
my hands
told me
that they had touched
perfection
in that shining form
as it unfolded out of you
radiant in flesh,
that night
and forever
but also
the same perfection
shone
in the blood-streaked
trampled soil
on which we lay
Monday, December 08, 2008
spirit
lost spirit,
part
of my ancient heart
what
can I give you?
dear one,
hold close in your arms
for me
the joy
of your eyes
first opening
the sun's whisper
lifting the grass
each morning
this is
what I need
lost spirit
ribbon of snow
drifting
past
stones and shadow
how
will I find you?
dear one,
hold close in your arms
for me
the melody
that makes a deer leap
in spring
the song you sing
when love is
the only language
the weightless light
that floats you
through the sky
and when your arms
can reach no more
and you see
with your own heart
blindly
then
you will surely find me
part
of my ancient heart
what
can I give you?
dear one,
hold close in your arms
for me
the joy
of your eyes
first opening
the sun's whisper
lifting the grass
each morning
this is
what I need
lost spirit
ribbon of snow
drifting
past
stones and shadow
how
will I find you?
dear one,
hold close in your arms
for me
the melody
that makes a deer leap
in spring
the song you sing
when love is
the only language
the weightless light
that floats you
through the sky
and when your arms
can reach no more
and you see
with your own heart
blindly
then
you will surely find me