spit from God's mouth

they banned you from Heaven
while God
you thought
stood by

now your eyes
turn sideways in the sky
like torn clouds

not that we care
about the spit stains
in your heart

or the soft hairs on your neck
or your hopeful fingers
like letters
misaddressed

when God give birth to you
did He piss you out
with damp relief

gazing down
as His life blood flowed
into the radiant fluid
that made you

crystalline
tall and straight
like spit
from God's mouth